people always say we if you want something go get it. but what happens when you get tired of going to get the things you want. what happened to quotes like if its meant too be it will find a way..maybe i just wannt something too find its own way for once. going too get everythingg i want is exhausting. im done living that wayy..im done fighting for relationships and friendships that dont have a place anymore. whats meant too be will find its own damn wayy..im not going too get it anymore.
people always say that you dont know what you got til its gone. i never considered this too be true about me..i was taught too appreciate everythingg i have when i have it and long after its gone. call me a liar..thats okay but im not. i know what i have but just recently i realized that maybe its not possible to fully know what you got til its gone. i miss my friendship with pee wee everytime i have too explain too someone somethingg about myself. that may sound wierd but she knew everythingg about me..more than i even knew about myself. i miss my friendship with liv when i think about the last time i hungout with her. its not like it used too be and i miss it. and i miss my friendship with ade always. but i guess thats just part of lifee..moving on and moving forward.
About me
skylar. eighteen. complicated.
